winged.

THE BANE OF MY EXISTANCE.

ily bub.

thomas sabo. nevermore.

But the raven still beguiling

All my sad soul into smiling,

Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat

in front of bird and bust and door;

Then, upon the velvet sinkin,

I betook myself to linking

Fancy unto fancy,

thinking what this

omnious bird of yore -

What this grim,

ungainly, ghastly, gaunt,

and ominous bird of yore

Meant in croaking

"Nevermore".

And the raven, never flitting,

still is sitting, still is sitting

On the pallid bust of Pallas

just above my chamber door;

And his eyes have all the seeming

of a demon's that is dreaming,

And the lamp-light o'er him

streaming throws his headow

on the floor;

And my soul from

out that shadow that lies

floating on the floor

Shall be lifted -

Nevermore!

ily bub.

mmitcheldaviss.

DEATH IS TERRIFYING BECAUSE IT IS SO ORDINARY. IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME.

ily bub.

fireflies.

leave my door open just a crack
please take me away from here
cause i feel like such an insomniac
please take me away from here
why do i tire of counting sheep
please take me away from here
when im far too tired to fall asleep

ily bub.

my black delialah.

i wish i could have quit you.

i wish i never missed you,

and told you that i loved you,

every time i f**ked you.

the future that we both drew,

and all the shit we've been through.

obsessed with the thought of you,

the pain just grew.

how could you do this to me?

look at what i made for you,

it never was enough

and the world is what i gave to you...

ily bub.

here's to the kids.

“Here’s to the kids.
Here’s to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them.
Here’s to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars.
Here’s to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool.
Here’s to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts.
Here’s to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.
Here’s to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn’t even know they existed.
Here’s to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s).
Here’s to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don’t care.
Here’s to the kids who speak their mind.
Here’s to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep.
Here’s to the kids who second guess themselves on everything they do.
Here’s to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that.
Here’s to the kids.
This one’s not for the kids, who always get what they want,
But for the ones who never had it at all.
It’s not for the ones who never got caught,
But for the ones who always try and fall.
This one’s for the kids who didnt make it,
We were the kids who never made it.
The Overcast girls and the Underdog Boys.
Not for the kids who had all their joys.
This one’s for the kids who never faked it. We’re the kids who didn’t make it.
They say “Breaking hearts is what we do best,”
And, “We’ll make your heart be ripped of your chest”
The only heart that I broke was mine,
When I got My Hopes up too too high.
We were the kids who didnt make it.
We are the kids who never made it.”

ily bub.

heart swap.

give me yr heart.

and i'll give you mine.

ily bub.

humor me.

Roses are red

Violets are blue

You think this will rhyme

but it wont.

ily bub.

i want you.

ily bub.

me.me.me.and you.

so. there's me. and there's you.
yeah. so lets start with me :)
i'm currently in highschool and my lifes preeeety shit haha
by the way, i say haha alot even when i dont mean it :S
go follow me on twitter coz thats cool :)
twitter.com/MaiEmerald
except you cant.. because twitter decided to stuff up my twitter ^o)
so now no one can follow me :S and i cant follow anyone :S
which is bad. (just for thos people who dont understand twitter (y) ):
haha

so i like to play guitar :)
im a bit obsessed with it but i only started this year term 2!
but i like it. and im a kinda.. fast learner which is GOOD XD
i play piano too and a whole bunch of other instruments which i gave up
i like piano.. but i hate the lessons because i have to play classical songs D:

so yesterday i went to a party (y) it was fun..
but if you live in Melbourne. you would now that it is BOILING at the moment
but silly me went and wore a black skirt and stockings :S
but it looked good so that was okay haha
i got to eat out a pree good place. (btw i say pree as a short thing of the word pretty. get me?) and i got to hang out with my friends
AHHH but there was 2 people i didnt really like there so ... :S
haha and i made SOOO many sick jokes as well (n)

so thats enough about me :S
let me talk about you.
you are likely some bored person reading this blog :S
umm umm your reading through this post thinking
"what the hell is with this shit! we dont want to hear about your life"
so umm yeah well TOO BAD YOUR READING IT ANYWAY
hehe
well maybe some people (aka me) need to talk about themselves
because they spend so much time talking about other people

or

being totally ignored like they dont exist so they have to make some statement to say that they exist.

xx

ily bub.