dadadadaaaaa.

hello people.
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!
its also changmins birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANGMIN!
and to the other was it 1million? people in the world?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO!
but i matter most. right? right?
happy happy happy
now.
do i waste my wish on me?
or on my dream?

"as the clock strikes twelve, count the seconds, how long will it be until you can rest again? make a wish baby"


last night's fiasco.
ily bub.

i wonder.

My singer / stage name is U-Know Yunho, and it stands for ‘you know me and I know you’. To tell you the truth, I thought of the name from an online game I used to play. My username for that game was ‘U-Know Yunho’. In the game, I reached the high level of ’supreme’, which was right before the highest level of ‘God’. Right before I became God, I debuted in TVXQ (Rising Gods Of The East).”


coincidentally amazing much?
ily bub.

but instead they disbanded.

I: What do you think will happen when you’re 25 years old?
YH: Er, that would be after 2 years. I guess by that time, TVXQ and I would have traveled around the world!
- U-know Yunho, HuNanTV “Happy Bar Magazine” 2009


heartbreak.
ily bub.

yeah. i know i do a lot of these.

When he performs, he has this particular facial expression where the corners of his lips curl upward, as if to say, “I’m Jung Yunho”. It’s really sexy.”


but this was kinda funny.
and its so totally true
he has this pretty hot expression when he performs ^_^
ily bub.

i wish i had known sooner.

but most of all they dont know how hard it is to keep faith because the members themselves tell you too when theres almost a 0% chance that they will come back together.
ily bub.

dejected.

DBSK/TVXQ (동방신기) - Toki wo Tomete! (Please Stop The Time!)

I want to stop the time
and I want to be by your side forever
I look up at the sky and made a wish...

That our DongBangShinKi boys always together forever.

I had faith in only one eternity

Please bring our Boys back as five.


ily bub.

aww nawsy. lets hope his talking about his noona's and umma.

TVXQ’s Changmin recently guested on a public campaign for SBS radio called, “A World That Becomes One With Love” as part of his promotions for “Paradise Ranch“.

Sharing his thoughts about love, the idol melted his fans’ hearts with a candid, yet touching reflection.

“I think we make repeated mistakes and regret as we live on in life. I always say that I shouldn’t act frustrated towards my parents, and that I should treat them well, but whenever they call me, I just say things like, ‘What do you want to know for?’  I end up regretting it all in the end,” he explained.

Changmin continued, “It’s the same for your lover. You always feel that you should treat them better, but you don’t realize how precious they are until later on. Regarding love, there is no ‘later.’  If you feel that you should do it, express it now and just love. Don’t do something you’re going to regret.”

ily bub.

please watch this one - its better - promises.

http://www.youtube.com/user/RRcherrypie
guys guys guys
this guys actually like a freak
nothing to do with kpop-ness
i promise!
:D
ily bub.

something to brighten my day after that *stares.

Junsu’s performance – Day 2

5FEB

1. Compared to the first performance, JS is more relaxed.
2. He improvised many scenes just like the first performance. The audience laughed a lot thanks to his improvisation. 
3. The acoustics improved esp. 
4. JS’s acting was even more natural.
5. JS’s singing was really amazing. It was deep with emotions and made many people cry. 
6. In the last performance, JS broke a stage prop (tiger). So tonight he was very gentle with it. 
7. JS’s parents were seen going into the green room. 
8. Tonight’s kissing scene was shorter – about 4 seconds. But it was just as intense as the last performance. People saw his jaw muscles moving. No kissing noise like last performance. The rumor has it that some people saw something darting in and out. [T/N: have no idea what that "something" is.]

number 8! :D :D :D well than haha

ily bub

people. please read.

http://www.time.com/time/asia/covers/1101020729/story1.html
http://www.time.com/time/asia/covers/1101020729/money.html

this is important to me.
it's happening all over again.
jyj just. fuck just.
i wish they weren't so corrupt.
i wish their contract in the first place was better.

fuck.

ily bub.

he wrote a book/ or the likes of

Alcohol by Jaejoong from JYJ Music Essay

Intoxicated, like dragging a heavy bag
Standing in front of the entrance, pressing in the key code
But somehow, I cannot recall the key code that I have memorized by heart
Why did I drink so much to the point of being drunk?

Don’t know if you guys have ever done this before?
Don’t want to watch TV, don’t want to play the piano, don’t want to read any books
And don’t want to look at the people walking back and forth in that world beyond my window
I want to hide

In the end, I can only lie on the sofa motionlessly
Have no urge to move, only stare blankly at the cactus
As I was staring at the cactus I suddenly realized I was talking to myself, “Am I feeling a little bit lonely?”
The fate of a cactus is that if the heart of his core have been fiddled with, his life would be shortened
The cactus seems to say to me, “you are lonely, just like me”

Lonely, frustrated, depressed
There’s nowhere I can go to let out my feelings
At that time, the only friend I could find, was alcohol

But this thing
I would definitely despise it tomorrow
However, I think I would nonetheless continue to pursue it

ily bub.

i'm still holding on - how much longer..

“ I know I’m late, but I hope many people of this world, including myself, are happier and laugh more this year. Then, goodnight. I hope our stars (T/N: our fans) are happier than ever this year. ”

Jaejoong (via Twitter)

ily bub.

sorry for so much of these...

Kim Junsu, lead of giant creative musical “Heaven’s Tears“, has revealed his regretful feelings upon hearing the news of tickets being illegally traded around the musical venue.

Junsu, after hearing that tickets were illegally traded by some fans at the high price of approximately $3000 during the first performance of “Heaven’s Tears”, said, “I feel very distressed and brokenhearted.”

To this, an official related to “Heaven’s Tears” passed on, “On the first day of performances, around 40~50 fans had gathered around the theatre to buy tickets. One fan has been known to have purchased a ticket illegally at the extreme price of $3000. Upon hearing this, Junsu had been very heartstricken.”

but wow..

ily bub.